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lyrics
Self-knowledge Is seldom good news
The mind wants to run away
I am not the person I remember
Or what I might do tomorrow
Sick of the self, obstructing
Sick of the self, undermining
Sick of the self, watching itself
Sick of this full-blown delusion
It's all an invention
A total fabrication
Subtle, incessant dissatisfaction
Living wrong
Confusing want with need
Clinging to old ways of being
Selective memory
False history
Sick of the self, believing
Sick of the self, not believing
Sick of the self, obsessed with itself
Sick of this full-blown delusion
Couldn't face loss
But fear made it a reality
Couldn't be in the moment
Too weak to pay attention
Fuck me then and fuck me now
I'm checking out
Checking out
Ending this hostage crisis
Shed all this
Choose nothing
Just mental nothing
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